my computer got hit with a Trojan virus and a shit load of spyware. I lost everything. I'm really...pissed off.

It seems like an eternity since it happened and yet, the images of that fateful day are as vivid to me now as they ever were before. I will never forget, It has been over fifty years since those treacherous murdering scum took the head of Pandemonium and fled to the land of those filthy little mortals.

Their leader, Aion, gave them a name. They call themselves the “Sinners”. Under his direction they took Pandemonium’s head and killed many of our brethren. Aion I can understand, but what really surprised me was that Chrono went along with them. He didn’t strike me as the traitous type. Whatever their reasons are they will pay dearly for double crossing us!

After all these years of searching...I have finally caught on to Aion’s scent. For some reason he’s after the apostles. Aion....? What could you be thinking? Perhaps I should wait before making my move. It wouldn’t be wise to start a war in the human world. The last thing I would want is to draw the attention of the Magdalen Order. It’s not like I fear them, but I would prefer to handle this matter personally.

Ooc: Crappy post, I know but I’ve never roleplayed in the first person and this is my first attempt at Duffau. Heh...not to mention I wasn’t sure what else I could write!!! ><; Meh...when I figure something out I'll write something better.

Current Mood: melancholy

My best friend is so awesome. Thank you Ruri for always lending me a paw when I need you. <3 ya.

I was really happy when I logged onto Lj and found that someone had finished my request at WolfXChange. *dances* I really like to see people's interpretations of my character. Thank you, petlover905! <3

Anyway, I'm almost done with my mystery wolf. I need to color and scan it. The thing is I'm horrible at coloring and I'm afraid I'm going to mess it up. But on the other hand I need to get it done because and not worry so much because I don't want to let my chosen wolf down!

Current Mood: excited

I'm too depressed to do much of anything anymore. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't know why but right now everyone and everything just really pisses me off. *sigh* I feel like just working and playing video games. Screw the world. I hate people.

Current Mood: stressed

Last night my laptop was screwed over. I had it up on the kitchen table and my little brother came in, tripped over the cord...smash. The screen is cracked and the wireless card was completely destroyed. *sigh* I was a little angry. I should be angrier but I feel really stupid for being so careless. This is the second time something like this has happened. The somewhat good news is...the laptop was still working, but who knows how long that will last? The bad news? The bad news is I can't access the net with it anymore so here I am using my sister's lap top. =/ So now I'm gonna have to save up some money and purchase my own but that's gonna take a while because I doubt I'll be able to repair the screen of my old lap top for under a hundred bucks.

Current Mood: sad

I've been having the worst of luck lately. =P Not only did my computer catch a virus and crash but the car battery died this morning and I couldn't get anyone to give me a jump for the longest time. What is it with people these days? I had like umpteen people just stand there and watch me for 40 some odd minutes. Nobody offered to help and when I asked they pretended like they couldn't hear me. The world is full of assholes I tell you. =P Selfish assholes.

The whole ordeal made me miss my art classes. ><;

Well, I finally got a few hours later and came home to reinstall windows and wordperfect 7.0. Yeah...sad isn't it? My compy is so bare. =( And I'm really bummed by the fact that I don't have MS Word anymore...that program was my life! *sobs*

After tomorrow I plan on re-scanning some of my old artwork again. =P I really need to update my Deviant Account. I keep promising and never getting to it...someone should just smack me for being so damn lazy.

I've been feeling really sick this morning. I don't know what it is, but it almost feels like a little worm or catipilliar is eating holes in my stomach. As disgusting as this topic may be, I do not think it is a result of gas. It might be but I constantly feel like I am going to throw up. Hmmm...I still need to go do my negative space project but I can't afford to buy the drawing pad my professor wants. Guess I'll have to draw it on newsprint and tell her I just can't afford it. People in my class thought that was a lame excuse but what do they know? They all live in Roseville and Auburn and whatnot where people actually have money and live comfortably while I happen to be from a low income family in Sacramento. =/ Aw well...I couldn't care less what they think anyway.

I have a free day today. I should be drawing so my Deviant Art account doesn't continue to look so pitiful, but for some odd reason I just don't feel like doing much of anything. I got to talk to my good friends Aura and Ruri last night. We had a lot of fun looking at various silly user icons.

I think Aura won the contest. She found some pretty damn funny Harry Potter icons. I loved the Snape one she showed me. It was of Professor Snape standing in the middle of a classroom with an irritated look on his face and the text read something along the lines of: "All right, class, sit down and shut the hell up." I came in close second. I found some rather humerous FFVII Advent Children icons of Cid.

*sigh* I should be working on my art project now. I'm supposed to draw a still life 18"x24" but here's the catch. I can only draw the negative space. I felt that everyone in my class but me understood what the hell my Professor was talking about. I know what it is...but the hard thing for me is learning how to focus soley on that. I always want to draw the object instead. I also feel pretty inferior to the other artists in my class. They're good. I'm...not, but I guess I also have to take into account that they've all been drawing longer than I have, most of them are older and have more experience and they've all had classes or lessons. =P I probably will work on it later tonight since I'm such a night owl.

It's relatively quiet at home. My younger brother is in my room playing Tales of Symphonia, my younger sister is out with her best friend and my mother is, more than likely, sleeping. Ah...yes. I like a nice, quiet house.

Current Mood: peaceful

I haven't used one of these in three years. Maybe more. Aw well, who cares? Anyway I decided to start this again so my friends could check up on me since they're too damn lazy to call me. ^_~

Let me see, nothing too exciting happened today. I went to college, attended class and came home. I have no homework though...isn't that cool? Also, I managed to buy a Memorex Flash Drive 1G for only thirty bucks. Heh. I got the very last one. I was so tickled about it. Now I've got about 2Gs extra space to store my artwork and any stories I decide to write. I'm so excited!